Your arguement that god is real/ not real?

Okay I am not going to go into great detail, but I like to look at both sides of the arguement. On one hand I can't believe the big bang theory. In our universe there is a strict cause and effect law.(except at the quatom level). It seems quite a strange all this gas explodes and creates life. That doesn't explain where the ges come from. Even in an expandable and collapsing universe there is no absolute begining. Although evolution has certainly happened. Carbon dating obviously puts the date of earth far before the appx. 6000 year bible version. On the other hand the bible says a lot of things that don't make since. Okay they explain a begining that to me is just as unbelievable as the big bang. If god is all knowing he new adam and eve would eat the forbiddin fruit. So why put it there why let the devil enter. Because of free will? God created humans to love him out of free will? Didn't the fallen angels obviously have free will? If he created us in his image, where did the *nerandithal* skulls come from. We all may have free will but god created us so our decision making skills have to come from him right? Noah brought 2 of every animal onboard that's a lot of animals I don't think we could build a boat today that could hold every animal and enough food to last 30 or 40 days. Even if we could how would pandas get to australia or polarbears to the arctic. Or how would carnivorous animals live with no prey? Not to mention all the animals and plants that would die. I have so m mypany questions about everything like what are your thoughts about starchild and possiblity of achient alien contact. There are things that make sense and things that don't about that too.most interesting is the book of enoch which describes being taken to heaven and in heaven they tought him things. Curiousity of unknown. I can't ever stop thinking about it. I don't know if anyone read to the bottom of this. But if you did sorry for my mis-spellings I'm a high school drop out lol.