ually Unsatisfied with my Fiance?

Help! I'm engaged to the most wonderful man in my life. He's truly my soulmate and he's amazing. But in bed together, he is the most selfish, inconsiderate, and immature person ever. He pleases himself rather than pleases me. Our normal night is him ing 3-4 times and me 0. It's been this way since the first time I lost my virginity to him. It's pissing me off. I've suggested and oral stimulation, I even told him what I want him to do and how, and my deepest fantasies. He keeps saying that he does want to do them but he never delivers! Other times he says that he doesn't want to do it because he hates it or because it's boring and repetitive. Pleasuring your woman is "boring?!". Anyways, now I'm so upset and devastated at him. I'm considering being aual, hiring a prostitute or even buying a vibrator, because frankly even with ....he's still selfish. I refuse to have with him and now I'm starting to not like his touch. What should I do?!